Obsession

I have an addiction. I need to have things to read. Books, magazines, the back of a cereal box, newsletters, emails, blogs...I consume words. For many years, my addiction was tamed - fours kids in six years left little time for the luxury of reading. And, when I did read, it was about kids. But, the book fast has ended, and I have been glutting myself on books. I suck them down at the rate of about one novel a day, 2-4 times a week. Shortly after I renewed myself with the consumption of books, I started having mild vision problems. My depth perception was off once in a while. At first, I didn't connect it with all of the extra work my eyes were doing. Turns out my eyes needed time to adjust to all of this extra exercise. Now, they are often tired and burning, but that's because I do most of my reading after the kids go to bed, making for many late nights.

My addiction is fed by the local library, along with the 40 libraries that it's connected to through an online system. Search, find, request, pick-up - it's not unusual for me to have 10+ books in the 'on hold' queue. It's like Christmas morning going to pick up a stack of 'my' books from the library.

Luke and Erica seem to share my problem. The library is a weekly destination for us at a minimum, but we try not to stop there daily for risk of being considered stalkers. And the kids have a whole new field of possibilities - CDs and DVDs. Music and movies to borrow and absorb and enjoy.

Julia also loves to be read to, and we work to track down colorful books and happy music for her each week. Alex still claims that he doesn't like to read, but frankly I think it's growing on him. And, I've hunted down a few treasures for him as well. Last year it was Captain Underpants, now we've moved to Diary of a Wimpy Kid. We're not far away from Harry Potter.

So, the fact that my library card now has 80 checkouts cannot be blamed wholly on me. Strawberry Shortcake videos and Bob and Wendy puppets and Barney music and train books and Lawnmower Boy are all in that count.

What can I say - at least my addiction is fairly cost effective because except for the occasional lost book or video, it doesn't cost anything but time.